The weigh-in today was not good. I have been very bad this week. I have excuses, but I hate that so I just post the truth, feel bad about it and will move on. I'm looking at a week of vacation next week and I know it will get worse before it gets better. And it's ME that's making this happen so nothing and no one else to blame. It's ME that's ingested the calories that have made me gain back too much of what I lost last year (thankfully not all of it). It's ME that had to re-commit. It's hard.
I need my vacation badly. We leave tomorrow morning for Lake Tahoe for a week. We'll be staying in a house where we've stayed before and it's lovely. I can't wait to ski!! Both DB and I have our own new boots and I have a new coat...very exciting. Of course, with the economy, we can't ski as much as we'd like to...it's SO expensive. But oh well...
Thanks to all of you who remarked about my arms, etc. It feels good...and it also feels false because the rest of me is very NOT in shape. At least not the shape I want to be in. But I'm back to trying to figure out just how much I want it.
At least I still weigh on Fridays and face the truth...no matter how ugly.