So even though I wasn't perfect, PAYING ATTENTION and GETTING BACK TO NORMAL HOME FOOD had an effect. Clothes already feel better...although I still can't stand to see myself in the mirror at the gym. Yuck. The next few days are going to be difficult with Funeral/Irish Family Wake eating. But if I can just PAY ATTENTION and play with kids and take some walks and maybe swim a little at the motel I hope to be OK. When we're back on Tuesday night, I'll get right back on it.